hadirnya dia, INSPIRASI TERINDAH

it all started bila aku decide to sit in front of a person, 

who was A STRANGER. TOTAL-PERFECT STRANGER bagi aku...

but3, what the hell was i thinking? he or anybody in that matter might not like it.

tapi pada masa tu...to hell lah with apa orang nak pk. I DIDN'T KNOW WHY I SAT THERE.

tapi aku mcm ok je...because I THOUGHT he was sleeping. =P 

and oh man....he was ACTUALLY NOT !

i was at my cousin's wedding. people were busy getting the bride ready for the reception and all..

and i was still sitting, there.

dan rupa2nya!! dia lah one of the photographers for the wedding...WOOOT3!!

damn you...YOU REALLY CAUGHT MY EYES, INTENTIONALLY OR UNINTENTIONALLY..

i have no damn clue at all. aku sangat ase malu!

tak tau kenapa...tapi3 aku ase takut, malu...takut dia sedar apa aku buat. tapiiii..mcm tak kesahlah. 

NO BIG DEAL =)

and i acted normal during the time of solemnization..SAMPAI LAH ESOK HARI.

a bigger kenduri was held at a hall. 

i was excited. i was SUPER-CANNOT SABAR, to be looking at him again. 

aku tau dia pastyyyy ada, sangat2 confident. and YES! there he was........standing righhtttt in front of the stage. WITH THE CAMERA of course.

(kata dlm aty masa tu "ohh3 mr.photographer in the pale-yellow shirt...you knocked me off my feet!)

and again...MALU NYE AKU ASE MASA ITUU..

dia mcm nampak je aku duk nengok dia..ishh.I'M DEAD MEAT!!

but he WAS NOT LOOKING at me pun..GRRR....sampai lah aku ase mcm ni..

mcm nak g amek air, jalan2 dkt dia, pastuuu buat mcm tertumpah =P

well, who can blame me..i'm clumsy after all..

tapi of course aku tak buat camgtu..i was trying to get his attention in so many ways..

he has something in him that makes me STOP&STARE sesangat lama...

i told myself.."i want. i want him.." tapi aku dah gyla kot...mana ada orang bole tersuka dan termahu dalam

jangka masa yg sekontot tu. tapi that was my experience.

UNDENIABLY INSANE.

and..masa aku dah nak balik, i was hoping for miracle to come and show me some sparks.

and yessss, it came right away. he passed his card to me, THROUGH HIS FRIEND.bukan dgn tangan sendiri.heeeeee.ish3.

TAPI, whatever the thing is.aku was really glad with the card i got. and his number on it.

masa tu aku tak tau what his name was..so sesampai saja aku di rumah, teruslah aku meng-google fotopages dia. to find out, is this the guy i've been checking out yesterday dan tadi. dan ternyata,

dia lah orangnya...oh my..masa tu, hanya Tuhan saja yg tahu apa aku ase.

akhir kata...SUKAAAA SANGAT DIA.tersangat2.

tak sengaja.