have a little faith in me

i've tried so hard,

i've come to such a long way..

tak mungkin aku lepaskan.tak akan aku terfikir untuk itu.

DIA yang telah aku dapatkan....

yang aku inginkan dengan namaMu Ya Allah..

untuk jadikan dia syurga bagiku.

dia yang aku katakan bulan yang menyinari malamku, 

dia lah matahari yg aku kejarkan, yang tak akan pernah aku lepaskan.

never will I let you go.

betapa indahnya dunia, with the presence of you.

tapi kadangnya..

cinta itu sendiri yg tidak yakin akan kehadirannya.

tidak yakin dengan ketulusan, kesungguhan, keikhlasan...dari dalam isi cerita cinta itu.

Ya Allah,

tunjukkanlah padanya semua itu..agar aku lebih rasa bahagia.
agar dia lebih rasa yakin denganku.
that is all I ask for Ya Allah..
because You know everything. everything, even in the word 'nothing'...
kerana dia yg telah Engkau berikan,
dia yg telah Engkau temukan denganku...

and he is all I want.
AMIN.

REFLECTION DARI HATINYA for me

ketika pertama kali

jiwa mu ingin selalu dekat dengan jiwa ku yang belum..

bisa menterjemahkan semua..

arti pertemuan ini,

arti cumbu rayu ini,

yang mungkin bisa memusnahkan..

kenyataan hidup yang terjadi..

ketika jiwa mu,

merasuk ke dalam,

aliran darahku,

dan meracuni ku...

ketika jiwa mu,

memeluk hatiku,

dan biarkan jiwa ku..

cumbui jiwa mu..

TO MOMINZIN,

WITH LOVE

TEST CHELOT dan jualan card raya@FOYER =))

tadi kami semua ada test chelot. ase rinduuuu sgt pasni.

tak mungkin akan duk buat test, 

berganding bahu dlm test, bersama mereka2 yg sama lagi...

mmg ase sgt rindu. ase mcm berat nak abeskan suasana test tadi.

since this is our last semester together.

ONLY GOD KNOWS HOW I FELT JUST NOW. ='(

but it was cool though. after that, 

we had to collect our CARD RAYA..

THANK YOU FOR THE CARDS dear friends.

I will remember you people forever. <3

pastu3, kena g jaga booth jualan card raya pulak. ish, aku pun kena?

takpe, sbb tadi ida pon ada, eira, aten, arra, chem, dan sedikit dari 6jahanam tu.

we had fun tadi. sangat. walaupun sangat penat.

TAKKAN LUPA PUNYAAA...

AKAN SANGAT RINDU MEREKAAA ='(

RASA RINDU yg teramat sangat

i miss you people so much.

though we still see each other in school..

but you know..school is finishing.and i'm so afraid that i'll lose you in my life.

i don't want to be without wonderful,caring,SENGAL+SAWAN orang-orang like you.

can't find better friends than these SENGALS. sayang awak2 semua.

ATEN ZUPPE P A L I N G SENGAL(pelajar cemerlang slma 3 tahun yoww!)

AJE MMG HENSEM GYLA (nama yg u letak lam phone i.hehe)

ARRA (nama dia mcm2 chun lah, dryaaa apa tah lah, tung teng tong i don't know ok farra)

AECA (aeca 'nakmo' sick3 lagi ok, dan dia lah pen-design sampul duet raye. weewwiiiiittttttt!)

SAYA PUNYA =D

mohd. muhaimin bin mohd. zin

.....YOU ARE THE GUY THAT HAS MADE ME.....

SETENGAH GYLA THINKING OF YOU,

SETENGAH MATI MISSING YOU,

SETENGAH NYAWA WANTING YOU.

i love awak so terlalu sangat, always =D

TQ SEBAB MUKA AWAK KETAT.heeee.

hadirnya dia, INSPIRASI TERINDAH

it all started bila aku decide to sit in front of a person, 

who was A STRANGER. TOTAL-PERFECT STRANGER bagi aku...

but3, what the hell was i thinking? he or anybody in that matter might not like it.

tapi pada masa tu...to hell lah with apa orang nak pk. I DIDN'T KNOW WHY I SAT THERE.

tapi aku mcm ok je...because I THOUGHT he was sleeping. =P 

and oh man....he was ACTUALLY NOT !

i was at my cousin's wedding. people were busy getting the bride ready for the reception and all..

and i was still sitting, there.

dan rupa2nya!! dia lah one of the photographers for the wedding...WOOOT3!!

damn you...YOU REALLY CAUGHT MY EYES, INTENTIONALLY OR UNINTENTIONALLY..

i have no damn clue at all. aku sangat ase malu!

tak tau kenapa...tapi3 aku ase takut, malu...takut dia sedar apa aku buat. tapiiii..mcm tak kesahlah. 

NO BIG DEAL =)

and i acted normal during the time of solemnization..SAMPAI LAH ESOK HARI.

a bigger kenduri was held at a hall. 

i was excited. i was SUPER-CANNOT SABAR, to be looking at him again. 

aku tau dia pastyyyy ada, sangat2 confident. and YES! there he was........standing righhtttt in front of the stage. WITH THE CAMERA of course.

(kata dlm aty masa tu "ohh3 mr.photographer in the pale-yellow shirt...you knocked me off my feet!)

and again...MALU NYE AKU ASE MASA ITUU..

dia mcm nampak je aku duk nengok dia..ishh.I'M DEAD MEAT!!

but he WAS NOT LOOKING at me pun..GRRR....sampai lah aku ase mcm ni..

mcm nak g amek air, jalan2 dkt dia, pastuuu buat mcm tertumpah =P

well, who can blame me..i'm clumsy after all..

tapi of course aku tak buat camgtu..i was trying to get his attention in so many ways..

he has something in him that makes me STOP&STARE sesangat lama...

i told myself.."i want. i want him.." tapi aku dah gyla kot...mana ada orang bole tersuka dan termahu dalam

jangka masa yg sekontot tu. tapi that was my experience.

UNDENIABLY INSANE.

and..masa aku dah nak balik, i was hoping for miracle to come and show me some sparks.

and yessss, it came right away. he passed his card to me, THROUGH HIS FRIEND.bukan dgn tangan sendiri.heeeeee.ish3.

TAPI, whatever the thing is.aku was really glad with the card i got. and his number on it.

masa tu aku tak tau what his name was..so sesampai saja aku di rumah, teruslah aku meng-google fotopages dia. to find out, is this the guy i've been checking out yesterday dan tadi. dan ternyata,

dia lah orangnya...oh my..masa tu, hanya Tuhan saja yg tahu apa aku ase.

akhir kata...SUKAAAA SANGAT DIA.tersangat2.

tak sengaja.